Now i have learned to fear getting excited

For the last few years i have spent much of my life with my cock imprisoned within a steel tube chastity device. When i get excited the organ tries to swell but the steel tube prevents it and i feel that my cock is being crushed.

Chastity Device with Closed End Cap

But for the past two weeks Mistress has had me wearing a much more horrible device — a Kali’s teeth bracelet (see http://freedomfrompower.com/i-have-been-thinking-of-mistress-all-weekend/). It is a steel cylinder with 36 spikes on the inside and the space between the spikes is no more than an inch in diameter. This is designed not just to control my cock but also to punish me and it if there is any enlargement at any time. The pain and agony are very severe.

Kali’s Teeth Chastity Device (4 Rows) [AA332]

If my cock is shrunken it fits inside this prison of spikes OK, but any sexual thought: thinking of Mistress and all She does with me, or seeing a beautiful girl walk down the street, leads to engorgement of the organ and the spikes begin to do their work. It feel as if the whole cock is being pierced by the spikes, but their tips are slightly blunted so all i am left with is a very tender cock with lots and lots of little red spots of bruising under the skin and no bleeding as such. It is such agony and so so painful it stops me in my tracks.

The pain is so intense and comes on so quickly. The only solution is to take off the ring, which is not possible when it is locked in place with the key somewhere else, or to do mental arithmetic until the cock deflates and the pain settles down to a prickling as if spikes are touching my most tender parts after a few minutes that feel like hours.

i have learned that the price of any excitement is total agony so i try to concentrate on my work or cleaning Mistress’s house to prevent the pain.

This device truly acts to control and punish me as Her slave.

Mistress informs me that She has obtained some “Viagra” for me to take to see how that makes the spikes behave. This fills me with fear of the pain but Mistress will decide when the chemical torment will be added to the spikes and i must submit and take the consequences.

To learn more and see why serving Mistress gives such pleasure and pain, and why it makes me go WOW again and again, read the book, Freedom from Power: male slave; my journey into slavery & submission: