U is for Uncertainty

i never know what is going to happen next. There may have been discussion between Mistress and her slave of what might happen but that does not mean the slave will know it will occur.

So every day there is a mixture of certainty and uncertainty. i know what my training regime requires me to do including what i shall wear, including collar and chastity, what food to eat and the exercises i must do but at any moment i may receive a text or email ordering me to change, to do something else or perform extra tasks for Mistress. i live my life checking email and texts for today’s orders for though nothing may come for days or weeks things could all change in an instant if Mistress wants it.

When i attend Mistress i know i must go to my knees and prostrate myself before Her but what is going to happen next? i may think i know but Mistress might change Her mind.

So i must learn to cope with uncertainty, the uncertainty that comes from knowing that Mistress is in control and will use Her power over me.

Things are even more uncertain for me when i am to be punished. i know it is coming but not what will happen or when. i may know i am to be flogged or caned but not how severe it might be or for how long. i worry and am apprehensive all the time from when Mistress makes Her judgement. This is all deliberate as Mistress wants me to suffer the uncertainty the worry and fear of what is to come. This is a good reason for me to obey all orders She gives and do all tasks to Her satisfaction.