Slavery on the Inside
What keeps a slave in his correct state of mind is what happens on the inside not externally. It is Mistress’s power over his mind that is the true slavery.
i consent to bondage and to all the things that Mistress does to my body. i accept a slave state because i desire to submit and obey Mistress and this is deep down inside me. i have always had these desires but becoming a slave has released them and let them grow.
Years of training means my body is used to the bondage including the chastity device i wear every day. But inside my mind operate the rules which govern my chastity which have been decided by Mistress and that is now exactly what i want.
When Mistress orders me to do something the internalised slavery kicks into effect. my first thought is to obey; my second is how to do it and only then how to do in the context of my apparent “normal” life and activity.
i have internalised my submission and slavery so now it is what i am. i am marked as a slave all through my mind, just like the sticks of rock sold as sweets at the Seaside where there is the name of the town on the inside.
