Mistress always puts so much thought into Her orders for me and what She wants me to do. Whilst She was away She needed someone to look after He house and build Her new office space, so those were Her orders and those were my tasks.
Sometimes She writes things for publication, and then She needs someone to proof read them. That is my pleasure as i get to read what She has written before it goes out to everyone else.
She knows that i yearn to be locked up in chastity, never free to masturbate, and only allowed to have sex when my wife initiates. She knows the effect that this has on me.
As days go by, particularly if i am not allowed anything for a week or two i become ever more attentive, and mindful of my wife, in the hope that She may want sex. When it comes it is good; the rest of the time i am either held to my honour, at night in bed, or locked in the hard steel chastity. The device proclaims my state. On the front is engraved the legend, that i am slave and Her property. She has set things up so i am kept in chastity, yet with uncertain and infrequent release, not initiated by me, and this holds me tight.
She is good at reining in my impulses when they seem to be going over the top. i had started to kiss my wife’s feet as i passed Her but Mistress realised that this was one step too far, confusing me as to who was wife and who was Mistress. Now i am to kiss the feet of Mistress only. Wives are for spoiling and serving, Mistress is for submission and obedience.
Similarly when She flogs me or torments my nipples She is always careful to make sure that i am not marked in a way which would show what has been happening. i am only to be marked with the cane if i am going to be away from home for some time to allow the marks to fade.
She wants me fit and healthy to serve her, and so She watches my weight and my diet. i am under supervision for weight by both wife and Mistress, and both want the same thing and get it. She wants me fit to stand Her torments, so i have an exercise regime to do three times a week of sit ups , press ups, and standing on tiptoe. This strengthens me, keeps me fit, but above all helps to keep me in mind of the need to obey and submit to Her will.
She wants me to be always in remembrance that i am Her slave so i wear the chastity, collar and ankle chains all the time i am out of the home. It never fails to remind me of my state as a slave, and whom i serve.
She wants to develop me in servitude and so ensured that i am trained in domestic skills, which apply wherever i am, and in massage to allow me to massage her feet and shoulders.
She knows that i love to be flogged by Her, and to spend time in bondage and in the hood. When i attend her She makes the decisions on how time is spent and what happens, but She always makes sure that some of the things i like are on the agenda. i may not know what is going to happen, but i always know it is going to be good.
i am ordered to provide these reports, and instructed to make sure that i am always typed as i and not I, and that She always has a capital letter. She knows when i fail in this and shows Her displeasure. Now i find it difficult to write even work associated messages using a capital letter for myself, and have to correct them.
i have a great desire to be submissive, and this is not possible at home, but Mistress more than provides for me, making sure that i have the state of a slave who is Her property, owned by Her, and drives me to greater submission, service and obedience.
Mistress can see more clearly than me the perils of keeping my secret life secret, and so She is always careful to see that i am appropriately dressed and “normal “for my return home. i might miss something, Mistress never does.
She is so careful to nurture me, develop me, and push my limits time after time so i can become the type of slave She wants. Mistress does know best, and it is so good for me to have the Most Wonderful Mistress and Owner possible.
Others may think their Mistress is best; i know mine is outstanding, beautiful, bright, focussed, and with a wicked sense of humour that bowls me away. It is not a surprise that the first time i saw her i knew i should fall to my knees at her feet and wanted to be Her slave. Now a slave since May 2007 it gets better every year.
Now i await Her “ New Year Resolutions “ for me. i must wait, the wait will be worth it; i will submit and i will obey HER.
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