For me the training i receive is a major part of my life as a slave.
It started years ago, before i became the slave of my present Mistress. My Mistress at that time liked to play with my nipples, and felt that they were too small, so She instituted training with me wearing clamps on the nipples every day between visits to Her. My weight was seen as excessive so i was given targets to reach on weight loss, and punished if and when i did not reach them. She also introduced me to the delights of wearing a cock ring every day and subsequently to wearing a CB3000 chastity device. Her attitude was that every slave needs training as he starts untrained and not fit for purpose.
She was absolutely right and i have benefitted from training over many years. i may still be inadequate in so many ways as a slave and will always need further training, but i have changed or rather been changed by the training over the years. So many areas of my life have been covered by training, and it keeps me busy when i am away from Mistress.
One major benefit of training is that i begin to know how Mistress wants things done. i have been trained how she likes Her tea, and how she wants the bathroom to look after it has been cleaned. On a more intimate level She took me when She was going to have a shoulder and neck massage so i could be shown what to do and be trained to give Her a massage. Of course when i do so She always has me under full control and i wear a shocking device She can trigger at any moment if i fail to do the massage the way She wants it.
i am only with Mistress some of the time and much of my life is spent in more mundane activity including long periods at work. Training gives me something to do for Mistress every day, and keeps me ever mindful of Her, even when not in Her presence. It allows me to be shaped and to grow. i am given a training schedule it is always one that has been thought out by Mistress, and She has decided how She wants me to spend my time. It helps to give me order in my life and to live under the discipline of Her training. Most important it requires me to submit to Her will and orders every day and repeatedly throughout the day.
This is good because it grows the habits of submission and obedience that She needs to have in Her slaves. For me it has been so good and so important in my growth as a slave, and i owe it all to Mistress who directs me.
She controls and trains me in so many ways.
My weight is under Her control, and She is always striving to get me to lose weight and stay fit. She decides what i have for lunch each day when i am at work, and i go to eat it in my car on my own. Sometimes the food is nice, but at other times it is less so. My current regime requires me to drink at least 400 ml of apple juice, 1 litre of water, and have soup and nothing more.
A previous regime required me to have 1 litre of water and salad sandwiches. For months i was kept on a diet of cat food at lunch. I would go and buy containers of cat food from the supermarket and eat one for lunch each day. They are sterile, they are nutritious, and with a little choice they do not taste too bad, but good or bad that was the order and i obeyed.
I never have any idea when She may change the regime, which is subject to Her thoughts, desires and whims. There is no doubt She is in control, and it all helps me to learn the importance of submission to Her will.
i have been given an exercise regime to carry out regularly. It started as a daily regime, then grew and grew and now is at least three times a week. i am required to spend time doing 120 sit ups, 120 press ups, and to stand on tiptoe for a set time as well as to walk on my toes approximately 50 yards, up and down the living room. Extra or different exercises can be added at any time. To check that i am carrying out the exercise regime She checks my muscles, and makes me do the exercises in front of Her when i attend. This does not happen every time, but often enough i know i cannot skimp on the training. If i fail to do the exercises or carry out any of the training i must report it and the reason why. The excuse may be accepted but not always!
Every day i am expected to dress under my clothes in a specific way. i must wear my steel chastity with its tube that covers the penis totally and means i must always pass urine sitting down. This is a constant reminder of Her control over me in every way as anything that arouses me leads to a feeling that i am being crushed as the tube prevents erection. Masturbation is banned and has been since July 2011, well over a year ago. i must not try to masturbate and the device controls me. This is a major requirement for training, but it shows that i am serious in being slave to Mistress, and that She has this control over me.
i am also required to wear ankle chains and a collar. It is always a necklace collar with a dog tag showing my ownership by Mistress, but whenever possible i am in a locked leather collar as well. Most recently Mistress has discovered that i need some extra control over my body, so has put me into tight support tights which I wear under my trousers. They provide a tight band around my middle and the legs feel they have been squeezed whenever i walk, particularly up and down stairs. Next I have been informed will come elastic pants “Spanx” to keep me under greater control.
These rules for my training are set by Mistress. They used to be set regularly as part of a discussion on a slave training contract but since She changed my status from slave to property wholly owned by her this has changed. Now She decides on my training needs when She wants, and there is little or no discussion. One She has decided there is no question it is time for me to obey.
Training is also used to prepare me for what She might want to do to me. i started with wearing nipple clips to enlarge my nipples, but now after many years they are large, and when clamped are the size of grapes or larger. Every day i must wear clamps or rubber rings to help crush and lengthen my nipples, and use weights hung from the nipples to do the same. Sometime this means clamps on nipples all day, but i am permitted to remove them if the pain prevents me working. This is kindness but it does not remove the need to train Her nipples owned by Her on my body so She can enjoy herself twisting, stretching, pinching and biting them when i am in attendance on Her.
Similarly i am required to wear a butt plug regularly to train my backside. If there is a particular meeting i am to go to, or lecture i need to give She may decide i am to do so in my plug. She has made me so I can wear a plug all day if necessary, and now wants to increase the size and weight of the plug. The new plug She has provided is much larger and I am still struggling to insert it. This is Her training me to accept larger devices so as to take her strap –on or anything else She chooses to use. Both nipple training and butt plug training mean that i am prepared for whatever She wants to do to Her slave.
In sessions She also continues to train me, to be able to take more and harder flogging, and more severe electric shocks, and to stay in bondage positions for longer and longer. When She had access to a suspension system She started to train me to spend longer and longer upside down suspended by my ankles.
All the time She is stretching the boundaries of what She can do to me, training me to obey, submit, and provide her fun and excitement. Each year She can do more with my body, and takes over the whole of me to a greater extend and a deeper level. It is all so good and such fun, but serious as the aim is to increase the depth of my slavery as he property.
Apart from the skills needed to give a massage i have also been encouraged to increase my skills in housework and cleaning, and to do work to a high standard for Mistress. This all means i can serve Her better and this is my aim in life.
Sometimes i am given a written work assignment to carry out, and this must be done with the capital letters in the right place for Mistress or any other Woman, and lower case for me who is the slave. She assesses these pieces of text, and sometimes puts them on the web. She has copyright of all i produce for her. She owns me so She owns the copyright and any profit that comes from it.
Now it is the end of 2012, and almost New Year’s Eve. In previous years and decades this is the time I would have been considering my New Year Resolutions. Not any more!
Now i wait for Mistress to decide how She wants me to train in the coming year, and Her resolutions on what She wants to do with her slave and property. What will be Her plans for my weight, my food, my exercise, and my preparations to allow Her to have fun with my body. i really do not know, i can only wait to find out, submit and obey, for that is my life and I would not have it otherwise.
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